I am finding it difficult to do much of anything.  We continue to receive vile texts from both Ben and Lisa.  I am finding it incredibly depressing to realize this is even happening.  Where is God?  Why doesn’t He intervene?  Sydney has no way to contact me…..maybe she has heard so much from them that she doesn’t want to talk to me.  I continue to pray to what feels like silent ears for her safety and that we can be reunited.  There is no reasoning with these psychopaths.  We won’t change our phone number because Sydney has it and I pray she will call………Please God do something.  his pain is too great to bear.