Well I am finding myself in a place I never wanted to be.  I am still not able to see or talk to my grand-daughter, and I miss her so much it hurts.  I keep operating she will remember how much we love her and not believe what she is most likely being told.  I know God is in control ….He can see what I can’t but it is so hard.  We have decided to take my son out of our will and that makes me sad that it even has to happen.  How did we get here?  I am praying that God will change his heart.  Only He can restore what has been broken.