right now I am giving my relationship with Sydney to you lord.  Please give me the strength to align myself with your plan and leave the results to you.  Pls. Calm my fears and anxiety.  Pls. Help me to trust you …you have your eyes on Sydney and you love her So that should be enough.  Pls show me how to be a good wife and not sad anymore.  My sadness is affecting everything.  I want my life to show that my trust is in you lord no matter what the circumstances are.