We’ll I faxed a copy of my will to Bill, our attorney.  I’m going to take Ben out.  I will put Sydney in his place.  It makes me so sad that our relationship is nonexistent.  I continue to pray .  I love him.  I know he has caused me a lot of pain….but he is my son and I love him so much.  I will never give up on him.  I don’t know where he is staying .  I will continue to send texts .  I remember the story of Joseph…God used his circumstances  and the same can happen to Ben.  please God soften his heart and turn it to You.  Please draw him to your unfailing and unending love.