I had told Ben via text that I didn’t want to talk to him…that I didn’t know him anymore.  He had told me he wouldn’t help me see Sydney that I was basically on my own.  I was mad and that’s what I texted back.  He is more hateful now than ever….he could care less if he talks to me or anybody else.  He says he doesn’t need anybody.  I am sorry I tried to call him in the first place.  I will keep praying for him but I have to say it seems pretty hopeless.  God is faithful even when I am not.