Ben is still with us for one more week.  He is the same….nothing seems to make him want to change.  He says what he thinks with no filter…he is hard to be around.  He is dirty and I just don’t understand where he’s coming from.  It’s like I know he is on the wrong path….and I am powerless to turn him around.  I pray and he continues….it scares me to think he may never have a heart change.  I choose to remind myself that God knows ….I have to trust.