Today while out in the extra room I found a pipe…….it made me feel sick to my stomach.  I knew Ben has been using but knowing it and seeing the evidence is another story.  I texted him and said I found it and he had to get his stuff.  He says it was old…..from the way he has been never sleeping I don’t believe him.  He has no place to go and this is upsetting to me but I know Thant letting him stay here is not helping him in the long run.  Please God open his eyes so he can see that he needs You.  I know there is nothing I can do…I am incredibly depressed.